&c.
I miss the freedom to be lazy.
I also get mad at myself for whining so much about all my homework, or the fact that I can't pay my bill, or that I get to lose 30lbs for the Army. My friends who don't have as many concerns are starting to get grumpy because I have no time for them - and now I'm going to get a job? Sigh...
I have half an hour before my bedtime, I should probably do some calisthenics, take a rinse, turn my alarm on for 5:30, and set out my clothes for tomorrow.
I embarrassed myself today... sigh. I was walking up the stairs to go to my military science class, when who comes along? Yeah, the Colonel, and his entourage of know-it-all seniors. Me being startled and, as always, nervous in that building, I saluted him. He was on his cell, and he sortof gave me a nod... then passed, so I think I'm ok, and go up to class.
A moment later, one of his flunkies comes back up the stairs
"Hey, Todd... you don't have to salute indoors. Relax a little."
Sigh, I know it sounds silly... but it's these sort of things that stick in my head and eat my self esteem. Crazy.
I have to form a team for a 20 mile run, get sponsors for it, go to a military ball (and I should find a DATE ARGHHH!!! I DON"T HAVE TIME FOR THAT?!?!?!) Run a lot a lot a lot.... oh yeah, write a paper by thursday, do homework for tomorrow, do a presentation for my honors writing class, make friends, clean my room, get a job..... arghhhhh!!!!
Must SLEEP
So with that in mind, I suppose it's off to the situps for me!
I can always use a little show of support at times like this.
I also get mad at myself for whining so much about all my homework, or the fact that I can't pay my bill, or that I get to lose 30lbs for the Army. My friends who don't have as many concerns are starting to get grumpy because I have no time for them - and now I'm going to get a job? Sigh...
I have half an hour before my bedtime, I should probably do some calisthenics, take a rinse, turn my alarm on for 5:30, and set out my clothes for tomorrow.
I embarrassed myself today... sigh. I was walking up the stairs to go to my military science class, when who comes along? Yeah, the Colonel, and his entourage of know-it-all seniors. Me being startled and, as always, nervous in that building, I saluted him. He was on his cell, and he sortof gave me a nod... then passed, so I think I'm ok, and go up to class.
A moment later, one of his flunkies comes back up the stairs
"Hey, Todd... you don't have to salute indoors. Relax a little."
Sigh, I know it sounds silly... but it's these sort of things that stick in my head and eat my self esteem. Crazy.
I have to form a team for a 20 mile run, get sponsors for it, go to a military ball (and I should find a DATE ARGHHH!!! I DON"T HAVE TIME FOR THAT?!?!?!) Run a lot a lot a lot.... oh yeah, write a paper by thursday, do homework for tomorrow, do a presentation for my honors writing class, make friends, clean my room, get a job..... arghhhhh!!!!
Must SLEEP
So with that in mind, I suppose it's off to the situps for me!
I can always use a little show of support at times like this.
posted by Elysia @ 21:00
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