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This is just my journal. Sometimes it's a place to rant, sometimes it's a place to just talk about how things are going for me.

Sunday, February 06, 2005

Hmmm...

Well, Life's busy. When isn't it? We work so hard to get to the days when we have nothing to do, piling higher and higher our responsibilities and stresses.
Once in Psychology class, we were reviewing a system of gauging someone's stress by attributing a number to various life events. My professor (awesome awesome awesome) puts up the chart and notes 'So as you can see, adding it up, someone who's in the 350 plus range it practically going suicidal'. We chuckle and nodd, making our notes. But when I get back to my dorm and look at the chart again, I apply my own life to it.

Next day, "Umm, Dr. Bernieri... is 350 really suicidal? Or were you exaggerating?"
He blinks at me, "Ah, well... they really need to sit down and talk to someone ASAP... That kind of person is on the verge of being really screwed up."
*Sigh*
This life of mine is enough to kill someone.
Good thing I enjoy it enough not to ever kill myself. Or else I'd be a statistic.

On a lighter note:
German's fun. It turns out that the reason it's so hard, is because it's literally a third of my credits this term. Whoo-ee! Yep. 5 credits of German. Yay, but yuck. I have so much grammer that I never understood in English, and now I'm supposed to be able to understand it in German? I'd never even heard of a verb complement object untill I got called on in class.
Heheh

ROTC is amazing. It's my life. I feel like school is a part-time job on the side sometimes. I'm so scared to see it sitting there on the verge of the porcelain. My hand hasn't held me back yet, why should it now?

Meh.


My room's a mess, I can only check my e-mail if I'm lucky and the server's feeling charitable.
And I have an interview today!! Yeesh.



Wisps, thanks, keep holding on.

2 Comments:

  • At 12:15 AM , Blogger Professor_obvious said...

    Hey Elysia, this is Ryan btw. I'm still new to this blogging-thingy-ma-jigger and am figuring out who I know online. So I saw a post by seven on Ermine's blog and I was like hmmmm, I wonder who that is? And then I come and look and it's ELYSIA! *massive applause* Ok well, now that that's over, (hahaha I'm filling useless comment space) You've got lots of fun blog postings ^_^. I think the suicidal thing could probably be applied to a lot of teenagers, but the comment after it was pure gold. Kudos to that. And grammar was always the sucky part of English wasn't it? I'm learning all of my grammar through my second language class also...to bad we all can't take ASL where you don't even really need all that proper grammer crap.

     
  • At 8:27 AM , Blogger Elysia said...

    Hehehe... Hey Ryan!

     

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