DAMN DAMN DAMN
Oh just screw it all!
My gums hurt. It's funny, eating beef jerkey is all that's keeping me from starving to death, since I've only eaten about three meals this week... but my mouth is kinda tired.
I've taken up running twice a day, but it's really hard because my calves and arches and stuff are all locked up. My head is all over the place, I can't settle down and focus. Which means I'm not getting anything done.
I could tell you about all the boring details of my day.
But I'm in too bad of a mood.
And since I know that nobody reads this damn thing.... WHO CARES!
I'm sinking deeper into nerddom.... downloading and watching in order, episodes of all the Star Treks. Sigh. Mostly it's escapism; letting me feel close to somewhere much better... somewhere I belong. It's too bad. Perhaps I should start working on a costume for the convention... hahaha. just in case.
Or maybe not.
I think it's a problem in one's life, when the big things that happen to them are not really good. When the best most exciting thing that happened is that you didn't make a complete idiot out of yourself - THIS week...
escapism-machine......... GO
My gums hurt. It's funny, eating beef jerkey is all that's keeping me from starving to death, since I've only eaten about three meals this week... but my mouth is kinda tired.
I've taken up running twice a day, but it's really hard because my calves and arches and stuff are all locked up. My head is all over the place, I can't settle down and focus. Which means I'm not getting anything done.
I could tell you about all the boring details of my day.
But I'm in too bad of a mood.
And since I know that nobody reads this damn thing.... WHO CARES!
I'm sinking deeper into nerddom.... downloading and watching in order, episodes of all the Star Treks. Sigh. Mostly it's escapism; letting me feel close to somewhere much better... somewhere I belong. It's too bad. Perhaps I should start working on a costume for the convention... hahaha. just in case.
Or maybe not.
I think it's a problem in one's life, when the big things that happen to them are not really good. When the best most exciting thing that happened is that you didn't make a complete idiot out of yourself - THIS week...
escapism-machine......... GO
posted by Elysia @ 14:02
1 Comments:
At 6:49 PM ,
Elizabeth said...
oh no...
no no no
where's the sprinkler in the big backyard when you need it??
When I come home in August, we will have to do some major detoxification from all these college craps in our system. Hopefully you will have been able to a little by that time, but until then, we may have our escapes, but that doesn't mean we stop looking for truths and smallish goodnesses where we are today... I love you!
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