A Dedication
This post is dedicated to Ryan. My Friend.
Thanks Ryan, you have no idea - you really don't - how much that means to me. You wouldn't think that the training would be the hard part of the job, but it's going heavy. I think I cried three times today, in front of everyone. I mean, we were doing bonding stuff... but I was really stupid. Plus I'm really empathic, so I pick up on other people's emotions so I was way down low.
But I think it brought us all closer together. I hope so.
But seriously, Ryan, you are one of the most sincere people I've ever met, and I think that comes from your understanding that life is to precious and precarious to waste any of it. I just want to thank you for being my friend, because I know you mean it, for real, not just counting me among your aquaintances.
And now I'm crying again... wow, emotional times.
So Ryan, any time you feel like bustin out of Hillsboro, you have my full permission to come down to OSU and visit me, and you can even sleep in one of the rooms (I have access to a master key now! MUAHHAHAHA) so when you get your liscence or if you just want to kick Ermine's butt into getting off his and coming to visit me with him that would be really cool!
I really gotta go to sleep now,
but Ryan?
Thanks
Thanks Ryan, you have no idea - you really don't - how much that means to me. You wouldn't think that the training would be the hard part of the job, but it's going heavy. I think I cried three times today, in front of everyone. I mean, we were doing bonding stuff... but I was really stupid. Plus I'm really empathic, so I pick up on other people's emotions so I was way down low.
But I think it brought us all closer together. I hope so.
But seriously, Ryan, you are one of the most sincere people I've ever met, and I think that comes from your understanding that life is to precious and precarious to waste any of it. I just want to thank you for being my friend, because I know you mean it, for real, not just counting me among your aquaintances.
And now I'm crying again... wow, emotional times.
So Ryan, any time you feel like bustin out of Hillsboro, you have my full permission to come down to OSU and visit me, and you can even sleep in one of the rooms (I have access to a master key now! MUAHHAHAHA) so when you get your liscence or if you just want to kick Ermine's butt into getting off his and coming to visit me with him that would be really cool!
I really gotta go to sleep now,
but Ryan?
Thanks
posted by Elysia @ 23:25
1 Comments:
At 10:37 PM ,
Professor_obvious said...
Wow...
wow...
WOW!
That's like one of most awesome-spiffy-cool-nicest-and umm....I'm running out of words...oh!-NIFTY-things that anyone has ever said to me/about me. I mean I can just feel that just awesome emotion of gratitude and happiness and thankfullness, and just...wow.
I mean, today's been a good day, but reading this has just put me to tears also...happy tears of course ;)
Bonding really gets you down in the heart, and its one of my favorite things to do. Especially with someone, or a group of empathetic people, because then you can really get into it...and but the end of all the talking you just leave feeling emptied, but totally whole, and richer somehow. I'm glad that you got that experience. And just by the sound of it, you took a lot from it. Rock on!
Anyways. Of course I count you as a friend and not some acquantice. If "I don't know how much my comment meant to you", then i guess you're forcing me to counter by saying "you don't know how much I respect you." =D I mean, seriously, your little brother is just about as proud of you as any really good little brother can be, and i hear about all these cool things that you've done...and it just puts me in awe. Heck, your whole family puts me in awe. And then when I actually got the chance to hang out with you, which really wasn't that much :( i was like, wow, this is a really interesting, layered, mature person. *snap* instant respect from me. So to hear those compliments made me feel really warm inside.
You should see my hand gestures and my face while I'm typing this. Kinda very hilarious.
Finally, i do want to say that I just might take you up on that offer on going up and visitng you down at OSU. ROAD TRIP HECK YES! I just need to find a weekend...Oh! but I will see you when I go up for the band competition down at OSU. So, sweet business there.
Continue having good times in college!
oh, and one more thing-
Anytime, what are friends for?
-Ryan
Post a Comment
Subscribe to Post Comments [Atom]
<< Home