the limit as E approaches infinity Does Not Exist

You could say what I am doing right now in my life is testing my limits.
The only problem is that the harder I push, the further it gives.
I can't find my limits.
I'm killing myself trying.
Even to the extent of what I know to be me, there's more. I can't seem to figure out what reality is, so I can't define my edges except by where I do lie within them.
Maybe I'm just on that feeling of invincibility that comes with a week with an average sleep time of 5 hours per day. Too much blood in my caffiene system, and all that goodness.
I should see how much weight I've lost, because I bet it's a bit.
I'm considering changing my sleep habits completely away from normal.
I sleep for four hours during the night, two hours during the early afternoon, and two more in early evening. That way I can be an early bird for ROTC, a student during the normal day hours, and a night owl for my creativity and my friends.
I have had a couple votes from
"Yeah, I've heard that that actually works for some people"
to
"That's retarded."
So we'll see. But as it is, I have difficulty falling asleep at night, and I'm exhausted during the day, and time is wasted in the afternoon... so whatever.

I just went for a run. I mean, yeah, it was only like 1/2 to 3/4 of a mile, but considering my bad knee, it was amazing. The first 1/4 mile hurt so so so damn bad. And then my body took over, strengthening and lengthening my stride, springing from my muscles, running because it missed it and it was so damn amazing. I was breathing so deep, and leaping forward with everything I had till my lungs gave up and my heart clammored for a break.
But it was so worth it. I can't wait to go tomorrow.