I didn't need that

I am so tired. I haven't been able to sleep well. I'm starting to get depressed. I wanted to be able to run so badly today. It didn't work. Every time I started to jog, a sharp pain grew in my stomach. I would try to push through it, but it only got worse until I slowed down and walked for a while. My leg still hurts from last week. I don't know what to do. I know my subconcious is sabotageing me. I'm just so tired that I can't do anything. And now I need to quit bitching, take a nap, get some food, and tackle my day with the confidence and competence I know I have.
Wisps, help me out today.