WHY CAN'T I RUN?
In all honesty, this is the first real hard thing I've had to work for in my entire life.
I am talented, strong, nice enough to look at, intelligent... and while all these things would get me through a happy, fufilling life, I seek that which I cannot do.
I think deep down I really do like to run. It's so natural. It's the epitome of survival once you've got the brains.
It's so very painful though. Every system in my body has a freak attack each time. They start off, one solo soprano, whose voice - though sharp and painful - can be accepted and affirmed. But then it becomes a duet, then a trio, and before long, All I have is hundreds of voices screaming with every fiber of their being inside my head.
I keep looking for excuses; my legs are tight, I forgot to eat, I'm tired... while all of those are factors, part of me sneers "You just fail."
Every
Time
So I have a week and a half, till my PT test. I can't do anything right now.
But if I can just pick myself up, and keep going... I guess what I'm trying to say is, I haven't quit yet.
Never
Never
Never
Quit
I am talented, strong, nice enough to look at, intelligent... and while all these things would get me through a happy, fufilling life, I seek that which I cannot do.
I think deep down I really do like to run. It's so natural. It's the epitome of survival once you've got the brains.
It's so very painful though. Every system in my body has a freak attack each time. They start off, one solo soprano, whose voice - though sharp and painful - can be accepted and affirmed. But then it becomes a duet, then a trio, and before long, All I have is hundreds of voices screaming with every fiber of their being inside my head.
I keep looking for excuses; my legs are tight, I forgot to eat, I'm tired... while all of those are factors, part of me sneers "You just fail."
Every
Time
So I have a week and a half, till my PT test. I can't do anything right now.
But if I can just pick myself up, and keep going... I guess what I'm trying to say is, I haven't quit yet.
Never
Never
Never
Quit
posted by Elysia @ 13:22
1 Comments:
At 10:14 PM ,
Professor_obvious said...
No worries. Only crazy people run for fun. It is just unnatural for the body to put itself through all that agony of yuckyness day in and day out. Edorphines smorphines, in the long run (lol) all that running accomplishes is lots of concussion on the knees and joints and that leads to weaker bones, which can cause you to fall over sparratically when you get older due to hip failure, and then you can't get up or call for help so you die! Thus running = death. See? Be happy, running is only for crazys.
But you are a winner for not giving up. That is very happy, because to often people give up on things that are hard and challenging.
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