100 seems appropriate.
So I hear screams outside my window. I was beginning to think that maybe the world was ending... but no, it was just the RA selection process going on, playing an icebreaker game out on Sackett's front lawn.
And I was having such a nice nap too.
Oh well, I guess that means it's time to blog.
Got my new speakers, exciting. I'm not completely decided of if they have better sound capability or not.. but they don't cut out so that is better than the previous.
Hung out with my grandparents today, my dad too. It was really really good to see him.
I went shopping yesterday after my big midterms. Spent way too much money, but I must admit that I had to purchase jeans, because all my pants are falling apart. So that, combined with my lack of shopping time recently, make for at least some excuse.
I had my big day of crazy, and as soon as I walked out that door from Russian culture, I just floated the rest of the day. I was stupid happy, just enjoyed the sunlight. I got called rainbow bright when I started talking about how pretty the trees are here. Funny.
I'm too dependant on my friends right now. I've never not been a loner before, so it's hard to define myself again. I'll probably go back to being more of a loner once I get used to it again, but who knows. Maybe I'm addicted to people irreparably.
I miss my old confidence, but I can't help and wonder if it wasn't a confidence borne of ignorance.
That's probably the truth.
I don't know what to do right now though. It's wierd not having the world about to crash down on me. I'd forgotten what happy felt like.
I've gotta go for a run. That is my new ancient challenge. I'm too afraid of the potentiality that I will fail my PT, so I'm avoiding it. (DUH! WILL MAKE ME FAIL) but who can reason with neurosis?
Anyway, that, and a long girlie frivolous shower and styling of hair sound like the best plan ever. Ok loves, I'm outtie.
And I was having such a nice nap too.
Oh well, I guess that means it's time to blog.
Got my new speakers, exciting. I'm not completely decided of if they have better sound capability or not.. but they don't cut out so that is better than the previous.
Hung out with my grandparents today, my dad too. It was really really good to see him.
I went shopping yesterday after my big midterms. Spent way too much money, but I must admit that I had to purchase jeans, because all my pants are falling apart. So that, combined with my lack of shopping time recently, make for at least some excuse.
I had my big day of crazy, and as soon as I walked out that door from Russian culture, I just floated the rest of the day. I was stupid happy, just enjoyed the sunlight. I got called rainbow bright when I started talking about how pretty the trees are here. Funny.
I'm too dependant on my friends right now. I've never not been a loner before, so it's hard to define myself again. I'll probably go back to being more of a loner once I get used to it again, but who knows. Maybe I'm addicted to people irreparably.
I miss my old confidence, but I can't help and wonder if it wasn't a confidence borne of ignorance.
That's probably the truth.
I don't know what to do right now though. It's wierd not having the world about to crash down on me. I'd forgotten what happy felt like.
I've gotta go for a run. That is my new ancient challenge. I'm too afraid of the potentiality that I will fail my PT, so I'm avoiding it. (DUH! WILL MAKE ME FAIL) but who can reason with neurosis?
Anyway, that, and a long girlie frivolous shower and styling of hair sound like the best plan ever. Ok loves, I'm outtie.
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