Edacious
So don't worry all. I just tripped a little on the path of life. I got a shock and forgot to watch my feet. I'm much better for a few extra days at home doing family stuff. This term is a fresh start. It just has to be.
Of course I'm going to be having my ups and downs. I'm looking forward to a much better GPA, general stress level, and overall happiness.
I'll need help. I need to get away from some people who have been very bad for me, which has been done, but it's hard.
I need to find some new things I enjoy, or renew some of my old favorites.
I need to reconnect with some friends I have been growing further from - if you think you're in this category, give me a call, and we can go do something fun!
I need to workout hard and pass my PT test and continue to workout very regularly during the term instead of sporadically like it's been with injury and illness and depression. Workout buddies anyone? Even if it's just for one workout a week, that would be awesome because having the committement of someone waiting for you does wonders for motivation.
I need to have the strength to say no to extra committements and only give 100% to my current responsibilities, and no dipping into my personal time and energy or my academics or my fitness.
I need to keep up my confidence - something I have to do on my own.
I need to find some more of my passion for life, let it not be a fleeting thing it feels like it has been especially these past couple days. Most of the time I seem to remember that I have a feeling of insatiability where life is concerned, so I hope that I can find that hunger for life again.
Good luck to everyone this term! I know many of us need it. Whenever you feel lonely, chances are I'm feeling similarly. Don't hesitate to give me a call and we can do something like watch movies or chat or get food (I hate eating alone) or I'll show you how to crochet or we can workout, or anything... just doing it with each other and not alone in the world. Start reaching out to share life. Share the mundane things we all do. Then maybe people will not feel so alone.
Hmm.
Ok, I need to go run before the gym is closed.
Of course I'm going to be having my ups and downs. I'm looking forward to a much better GPA, general stress level, and overall happiness.
I'll need help. I need to get away from some people who have been very bad for me, which has been done, but it's hard.
I need to find some new things I enjoy, or renew some of my old favorites.
I need to reconnect with some friends I have been growing further from - if you think you're in this category, give me a call, and we can go do something fun!
I need to workout hard and pass my PT test and continue to workout very regularly during the term instead of sporadically like it's been with injury and illness and depression. Workout buddies anyone? Even if it's just for one workout a week, that would be awesome because having the committement of someone waiting for you does wonders for motivation.
I need to have the strength to say no to extra committements and only give 100% to my current responsibilities, and no dipping into my personal time and energy or my academics or my fitness.
I need to keep up my confidence - something I have to do on my own.
I need to find some more of my passion for life, let it not be a fleeting thing it feels like it has been especially these past couple days. Most of the time I seem to remember that I have a feeling of insatiability where life is concerned, so I hope that I can find that hunger for life again.
Good luck to everyone this term! I know many of us need it. Whenever you feel lonely, chances are I'm feeling similarly. Don't hesitate to give me a call and we can do something like watch movies or chat or get food (I hate eating alone) or I'll show you how to crochet or we can workout, or anything... just doing it with each other and not alone in the world. Start reaching out to share life. Share the mundane things we all do. Then maybe people will not feel so alone.
Hmm.
Ok, I need to go run before the gym is closed.
posted by Elysia @ 17:46
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