Titles, as if things can be so succinctly summarized.

If they could be, wouldn't we?
Maybe not.
So, life is very difficult right now. Classes are harder than they should be. I am currently sick as a dog, and have various medical problems that are crushing me. Money is very tight, and financial aid just cut my award in half for no reason. I have less than 20 days before my last chance PT test which may be a matter of life or death. If I fail again I will likely get shipped off as an enlisted soldier to die in Iraq as a grunt.
I am so tired and humiliated in ROTC four days a week it makes me wish I never woke up.
I am so angry with my dad right now for pressuring me into this position. My medical issues have done the damage to my discipline and motivation that make it almost impossible for me to succeed. I may not be perfect this way, but to fix this so that it will work for the military will destroy me. The person I am now will be gone. Just gone and dead.
I am in so much pain at any given moment of the day, I can't stand to add to it by working out.
Treatment comes too late. I have never hated my life more.
There are many good things but too many horrible things.
I need help and there's none left.
I don't know what to do.