Gimmie something

Interesting. Back to my inability to title things immediately. Usually I have been able to come up with some title before I write. But back when I started this blog, I didn't ever have titles for a long time. Maybe it just means that the brain tissue I lost while being so sick and starving is finally beginning to regenerate.
Hey guess what? I'm back.
I feel like myself again for the first time in months. It's not that I have reverted to my old self. Hardly. I've gained a lot from many experiences, changed. Grown. But I'm not pretending anymore. I'm not trying to fake myself into a life I don't have.
I went home for the weekend. It felt really good. Spent some awesome time with my family, went to a great double-header of baseball. Ate homemade pizza, watched TV with my mom. Found a dress in goodwill for like $7, that I would have paid hundreds for. It was one of those moments where you put something on and feel instantly completely gorgeous. Black, floorlength, exotic... amaaaazing. Aaaand, I got a sewing machine... a fancy one. I'm SO excited. Now I'm going to make the things I just dream up. If you want a dress for something, I'll design and make one for ya. At cost... haha, soooo exciting. Because you all know that I have WAY too many clothes as is, so I can't really justify making more for myself really. But if it's for someone else...
Ok, so I have to clean up my room as best I can to help make it through these last two weeks. But I just thought I'd update, I took several steps, all forward. And these aren't the ones you take back, not for a while anyway.
The sun on the trees is really beautiful tonight.