About as useful as 102 dalmatians

So what does it mean, when someone you thought to be one of your best friends tells you.
"...I blame you..."
for the betrayal another friend I put my trust in did the rest of us.
and then says,
"I hope you can learn from this. Something like this will show you who your true friends are... or at least who your true friends aren't..."
And then "You've been a true friend."
turns from you and says goodbye, and you know it will never be the same as he turns his back on you.
He meant to show me that the person who betrayed me, wasn't my real friend.
All he really did was turn his back on me.
People they made me doubt have come through, and showered me with unconditional love. My staff has proven to me that they deserve my faith in them that I have always given them.
I've been struggling lately, and I think one of the things I would like to believe in, is unconditional love.
I've been trying to give it, and I think I am fair with most people, though I have been known to be judgmental, and you all know that I make my decisions about people very quickly. And I stick by them. Perhaps that is a fault, I don't know.
This will show you who your true friends are.
Maybe I'm wrong, but in my world, true friends forgive honest mistakes, and even when they don't agree with you, they listen and believe in the good parts of you. No matter what.
Maybe I'm wrong.
I think I'm glad that being this sick makes me willing to use nyquil and be so exhausted that I sleep more than half the day.
Even if you can't stand on my side, a true friend doesn't turn their back.